....Though they all literally changed my life, of course, I'm talking in the more dramatic way here...
My life in 7th grade was like hell. Most people really really hates waking up early and going to school. But for me, school is an escape. I was tired living at home. Seriously, there are some times where I just don't want to go back to my home. Though I can't say that school was a happy place either. But at least it was better than home. That, was what I thought.
Then there's this girl.... She looks normal to me at first. But she attracts me. I don't know why, it feels like I want to get to know her more. Thankfully, she's in the same (..uh.. how do you say jemputan? ;___;) .... well... according to google translate, she's in the same 'car pool' as my friend. Our meeting was nothing magical. I don't feel sparks when I see her or something that a yuri fan-fiction will write. I met her.. get to know her... and it was in a normal way.
(and btw I don't know what the heck is car pool... a swimming pool of car? I've never heard of that term in my life)
Then... Idk when exactly, boys in our class gathered around on the corner back of the class and was enjoying themselves...(that sounds wrong tbh) They played music, sang songs, and tell jokes. I wanted to see, to join. But you see, I was scared. So in reflex, I called this girl to accompany me. She agreed.... Uhh.. she's unique, I should say, in a good way. Only a few, probably one or two... girl friends of mine actually a-okay if I - we - hangout with boys. I don't know WHY exactly, but that memory is still clear in my head. I remember it like it was yesterday. And I think that, is the first phase of our friendship.
We became close... and we still are. I quite enjoy spending time with her and she probably does too.... well... I think she does. Because if she doesn't, she'd probably already slap my face.
......oh wait, she already did.
lol nah :" it's a joke. Not that hard. SLAP ME ALL YOU WANT SEMPAI
it sometimes hurts thou :"
I mean, how could she not enjoy spending time with me? I'm awesome.
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ANYWAAAYY, our meeting did not change my life. The time I spent with her did. She was like no one I've ever met. She's pretty, smart, wise, creative, funny, kind, generous, loyal.... I ran out of words. What makes me love her is her personality. Her way to react around her surroundings. Her actions, her open mind and her way of thinking. The perfect word to describe her is PERFECT itself. Having her as my friend is like a dream... and I wish I will never wake up from this dream.
Well... there's this time where I actually don't believe it. I thought that, a girl as amazing as her is probably fooling me, be friend me out of pity. It was a pathetic thinking, now that I look back. So I tried to avoid her. It was dumb, really. Even now that I remember the argument we had... I was at lost of words. She was defending us, she was standing up for our friendship. While there's me. dumbfounded. It is true, yes, she was not the first one to do that. The second, if I recall correctly. But what she did saved my life from a lot of shit. Like I said before, my life was hell and I was on the verge of it.... but she pulled me.
probably like this... and she fucking succeed
but damn, this post got so much anime gif. fuck. PARTY.
Today, 7th April, we... uh... her... me? Idk.... we all celebrates her birthday. Now that we're both in the same age.... Idk what will change tbh. Not much... but later on... we'll feel it. When we got older, that's when the truth will hit us. Like; "Damn, I've lived for this long?" and probably "It was so long ago that this and that and that happened..."
But growing older means that we are both getting closer to the future which we have. It doesn't mean that we are growing apart. It doesn't mean that we will forget each other. It doesn't mean anything negative at all. Now that I think about it... it feels like... life? Lol, what am I saying? But hell. That's what I feel and I don't think I can express it through words.
just happy that I got u by my side
I want to give a challenge to this sister-friend of mine, though. I want her... no... this is a challenge to myself too. I want we both, though we will probably be apart from each other in 6 or 10-or-so-on years, though we will probably wont be contacting each other because of our busy life... I want us, someday, somewhere, and someway, meet again. And in that moment, I want you to tell stories about your amazing, successful life. That you are happy. Not because of how much you have... but how much you give (sensei's words wink wink). Then, I will tell you stories about my life. Which will probably be filled with barfing unicorn and floating Cryaotic :'3
WOOOO YEAH MERRY BIRTHDAY
Love you sistah, xoxoxoxoxoxoxooxoxoxoxoxoxoxo
I wanted to buy something as a gift. But hell, buying means nothing. If I buy an item in a store, a lot of people will have the same shit. Here I tell you, being written down means being part of the story. By writing about you, I hope that you will stay here, within my heart, my life.
you know the purpose of this gif, right? :'
IMMA BOUNCE!
damn. i really love your blog. p.s she must be really lucky to have a friend like you.
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