I Plead

Hey, so nothing mattered to you; it seems
Not me; not him
Not even your life
I have no power to hold you back
Nor that I could go on, it seems

With you; the one that was put in strife
me; who was tied by tragedy

I'll say that
You just sit tight and watch me bleed
You're happy and that's all I'll ever asked you to be
Although the truth's unclear to see
But I trust you
maybe

Maybe I don't
Because I fled
at the sight of your smile
And from the fact that
I no longer
mattered
to you
And your smile
and our promises
But who I am to say
Who; exactly; was I?
and now?