Life Is Just A Game

oh wow this is getting depressing

        Just want to say, I ruined it. 1 year, then I ruined it. Yup. Okay. I've been keeping it on hold for like, a year. THAT, is a really long time for me to not touch any of this... thing that could harm me. But then my heart just goes 'ohh' and 'ahh' and be sensitive of all the things around me. Which result to this again. 

        I'm not very proud of myself right now. It's clear that I'm searching for an easiest way out of the pain. I just want to go 'fuck it' and leave this world for all I care. But then I thought, what about all of the things that I've gone through up until now? 

Clearly, God won't give you a challenge which you are unable to pass.

TO PUT IT SIMPLY! Just imagine an RPG where you need to beat lots of monster on a higher level than you do for you to level up. 

And what else do you need to quickly level up? A party member.

Another way of leveling up? Receive random quests a.k.a help those who in need. Really, though you lost your time, at least you got experience amirite?


BUT what do you need to finish the game? Dedication.

There's a lot of metaphor to describe life. But the phase;

 "Life is just a game"

has a meaning which I really love and that I could really relate.

Like, 'life' is already programmed ahead of you. But unlike any other game, you can't save your progress, you can't change what's already done, you just got to... move ahead. Advance the story and see which ending is ahead on your road.

It's cool if you put it that way, don't you think? 

          But then, like I said, a game needs a dedication to be finished. Sometimes, it can be depressing to play (like Brothers: Tale of Two Sons) or the control is just not good enough for you to understand and grasp on (my experience, speedrunners. In Cryaotic's experience, Rule of Rose). 

this game wrecked my feelings

          Really, no matter how hard the gameplay or how twisted the story you have to go through, once you see your ending, you'll sit back and let out a sigh of relief. Because damn, you made it.

          Well yeah. You see, when life gets hard, just see it that way. Mine's still a little buggy and have a little glitch here and there. Then sometimes the main character's control are not good enough with things around her so that she 'accidentally' harm herself. But that's just a part of it. One way or another, you got to stand up, and press O .... or X, for you foreigner out there. 

         SO YEAH! Good luck finishing your own version of game. Don't rush it. Just enjoy and value the moments you got in your hand. I'm currently enjoying the sunset view with my psyduck as a companion. Uguu. 

-Best Regards